no energy

I have nothing profound to write because quite frankly I have no energy. I had intentions to be a little productive while we are here. I brought little preschool learning flash cards to work on with the boys and I brought things to do language study for myself as well. Neither have been touched since unpacking. The cards for the boys aren't such a big deal other than the fact that when they aren't at the pool or out and about they have on Cartoon Network. I now hate Cartoon Network. My mom suggested I just turn it off. That would work to keep them from watching so much TV but it would leave them with very few options for entertainment. We weren't able to bring a ton of toys with us so when they get bored, which happens rather quickly, they start to fight--apparently that's what brothers do--and my nerves just can't take that right now. The bigger issue is that I really need to be studying language. I need to be spending time at least keeping my brain used to hearing and thinking Chinese. Especially since I can already feel the mush brain coming on. The only time I really have enough quiet to do this is when the boys are napping but this is usually the only time I have to nap as well. And right now a nap is quite necessary since I don't sleep very well at night...no matter how tired I am.

So all this to say I have no energy to be productive but I'm kinda ok with that. I've decided that I'm just going to do what I can--even if that means hibernating in the AC for the next two weeks. After Friday I will know if the Dr. is wanting to move up the c-section. We are praying not but are ready to go with the flow.

Maybe something more exciting in the next post.