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Behold! I tell you a mystery. We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised imperishable, and we shall be changed.

1 Corinthians 15:51-52 ESV
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Sunday, March 1, 2009

workation



So here I am. I woke up this morning wondering if there is ever a time when Blogger gets tired of an un-updated blog and just deletes it. Now I am fully aware that there are many blogs that go much longer without updating but it was still a thought. And with that thought came the thought that I am ready to start writing again. Nothing profound yet...have I ever been profound...hmmm. Anyway, I'll just start out with our Workation trip to Thailand.

So the week before our trip Bennett came down with some sort of stomach bug. We still aren't sure if it was a virus (hard to believe cause no one else got it), food poisoning (likely cause he eats off the floor/ground), or a parasite (again, likely--did I mention that even though our floor gets mopped everyday we still don't let the boys apply the 30 sec. rule, if you came here you would understand). The five days before we left Bennett had vomiting and diarrhea like I have never seen. My boy can eat, anyone who has shared a meal with our family can attest to that, and we had trouble keeping liquids in him that week. I PTL that our dear friend Amanda was here that week spending some time with us. I seriously believe without her we would not have made it through. She helped clean up vomit (yes, this is a really good friend) since I myself was still pukey, helped with the many loads of laundry and sacrificed a week that was supposed to be spent seeing our city to be nursemaid to me and Bennett. Bennett was so bad that he lost about 2 kg (almost 4.5 pounds) So we were to leave Saturday morning on a 4 hour bus ride to the capital city so we could fly to Bangkok on Sunday. I was pleading with Father for Bennett and I to both stop throwing up long enough to get through the traveling. I can PRAISE HIM cause he answered. Bennett threw up Friday afternoon and then began to ask to eat..and he kept it down, little bits at the time (the diarrhea continued for a few more days but not so bad and since we have not potty trained him yet it wasn't such a big traveling issue). I threw up Saturday morning and other than a few more small bouts of nausea I have felt fine since. Stan is positive that I was having traveling induced nausea on the days we had to travel. Any morning we had to get up and be somewhere was when I felt queasy. It was almost as if the anxiety upped the hormones, I think he was right. But my pregnancy will be another post.

So on to our Bangkok arrival on Sunday evening. We were taking a couple of days to have everyone have a check-up with a doctor. Since Bennett had been so sick I really wanted them to go ahead and see him on Sunday evening. So we check in to our hotel and walk on over to the Hospital to the pediatric area. Let me tell you this was an amazing pediatric office. There was a play area (I'm talking full on tunnel slides and climbing equipment) that also had a child's movie playing and a table for coloring. They are open all weekend, including Sunday till 8 PM (obviously since we were there about 6:30). We were seen within 10 minutes of arriving. They had no problem looking Bennett over and doing a full check up on both boys. They both checked out fine--I don't have their stats but they both were fine with weight and height. The doctor said that if Bennett was keeping down food and liquids he was definitely on the mend but gave him some probiotics to get his system back to normal.

The next morning it was my turn. I met with an OB--who came into the office just to see me after I sent a pleading email. I really liked her. She got my thorough history and did all the normal exam, blood work and had them do an ultra sound. The blood work all came back normal and the ultra sound was great. Of course being only 14 weeks along there was no way to tell the baby's gender. But I was very pleased with the facility and feel very confidant about having the baby there. After I was done it was Kirby's turn to have his allergy test done. She decided to add in shrimp and crab to the test to rule out shellfish allergies. After his arms were all pricked and our wait was over we were able to confirm that he is indeed allergy free! He had been drinking milk for a few months but I wanted to just make sure and have it in his medical records. So, another answer to prayer! Stan was supposed to have his check up on Tuesday morning but he got food poisoning and didn't want to deal with the appointment so we had to postpone.

Tuesday afternoon we headed to Pattaya on a bus and got there just in time for dinner. This is where we spent the bulk of our two weeks. Our time there was mostly meetings but we were also blessed with some great times of fellowship, worship and informative classes. The boys got to swim and play each day with their friends. The only draw back is that there was a stomach virus going through the conference as well as a bad cold. Bennett, not being fully recovered from the week before, ended up with more stomach issues and we all got the head cold. Bennett was by far the worst off and got a cough so bad that if he ate too close to bed time, when the cough was the worst, he would end up coughing till he threw up. The colds lasted through our meetings and to our few days of vacation time. We had some friends that stayed a few extra days as well so we did our best to enjoy it even while feeling kinda lousy. You can see pictures here. We left there and went back to Bangkok for Stan to do his check up (including a stress test, I wish I had a picture of him in the little outfit he had to wear), the boys got checked over again and a little shopping (we are now the proud owners of a Wii). We finally made it home and did our best to recover (the boys both went through a phase of having drainage from their eyes...I have never seen that before) and getting back to our normal schedule.

In reality normal schedule doesn't begin until tomorrow when we go back to class and studying but it's been nice to have a few weeks to get life back in order.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

working up to it

Okay, so I have a lot to catch up on. It's been over a month and I have a mind full of blogs. I'm just not feeling it right now. Weird huh? Whatever I write right now would just be forced. So I will say that we are home and I updated the Angel's blog with pictures of the boys and a few little things. I will be organizing my thoughts at some point, we have busy few days coming up with out of town guests so it may be Saturday, and I will start writing again. I know most of you will be satisfied with the Angel's update so I will give my thoughts on our time away soon enough.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

emerging back to normalcy

This may end up being a rambling post. My mind is pretty crazy right now. Between pregnancy brain (it's a real thing) , needing to get away (10 days and counting) and Stan being out of town since yesterday (and returning tomorrow, PTL) I've had the most random brain I've had in a while. So here are a few things going on here.

-Today I am 12 weeks along. I still throw up about 2 out of 3 days but have only had one day of multiple times. I am highly hormonal--easily cry over nothing, very broken out skin, etc.--so this is very different than my past two pregnancies. I am told over and over that this all means that I am having a girl but I don't want to get too one minded. With the boys I was certain from the moment I found out I was pregnant that they were both boys. This time Stan and I both feel it's a girl but I'm not sure if it's both because that's what we want so badly or if it's a true feeling. The thought of three boys terrifies me, but I know, it's a little late for that. The other day Stan said to me right after a trip to the bathroom to vomit, 'you and your daughter aren't getting off to a very good start'. My reply was 'whatever this baby is, it will owe me lots of cuteness and good sleeping after these past few weeks.'

-If this is a girl I selfishly hope she looks like me. Not because think looking like Stan would a bad thing but because I want to take pictures of my mom, me and my daughter together all wearing coordinating (but not matching) outfits and looking the same. That is little strange, and vain, I know. I think my mom will like that idea and agree with me.

-I had another 'song' moment this morning. Lately music speaks to my heart like no other thing. Today it was You Alone by the Passion Worship Band. At one point they sing 'I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive' repeatedly. It was so great. I am alive in Christ, PTL!

-In 10 days we will fly to Thailand and have a much needed break. We will have time of fellowship, worship and vacation. Not to mention medical check ups. I had an appointment for Monday the 26th but just got notified that it was cancelled because of uncontrollable circumstances. I don't know if I can reschedule or be seen now. Please pray that I will be able to be seen by someone. This is my only chance to be seen outside of our country (and by that I mean by a doctor in a facility that somewhat resembles the US) until a month before it is time to deliver. Also, we will get to eat at many American restaurants including Outback--Stan's favorite--so I am so hoping that my nausea and vomiting ends soon or at least takes a hiatus while we are there. I will be getting Starbucks everyday.

-A good friend that we met while in Richmond will be coming to visit tomorrow. She's wonderful. We have a lot of fun together and she loves my family (well her and Stan have a love/hate relationship) so it will be a good lead in to time spent with other friends in TL. She will be a great help as we prepare to leave and I look forward to some good talks!

-Best of all, I'm trying to blog again. Stan's not here to tell me I've been on the computer too much so I'm going to try to do some work on my blog. Everyone has such cute blogs and I want one too! We'll see. :)

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Monday, January 5, 2009

I Will Lift My Eyes

OK, so here we are, we've hit six months of living here. Statistically this is when people hit there first 'low time'. Statistics also show that when that time hits around a major holiday the 'low time' is amplified. I would say this is true for me. I've felt unmotivated to do school and some days to even leave the house. Not to the point where I feel myself getting depressed but just the need to get away. Add in pregnancy hormones and vomiting every couple of days (yes it has continued--my friend says that means either a girl or twins, we will varify the twins thing this week) and that just makes things worse. I am in countdown until our time to get away for two weeks to Thailand. It will be a great time of fellowship and relaxing and just being away from a culture that I am still learning to understand. All this to say yesterday was the first Sunday I got to join in with our group since late Nov. or early Dec. Between the boys being sick and me not feeling well the only time I made it lately was the Sunday I had children. It was good for my soul. It felt wonderful. And of course music spoke to me in a fresh way. This is a Bebo Norman song many of you will recognize but I (again) have to share lyrics that touched me so deeply.

I Will Lift My Eyes

God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs you now
God, be near, calm my fear
And take my doubt

Your Kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in

I will lift my eyes to the Maker
Of the mountains I can't climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
Of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
Of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You

God, my God, let Mercy sing
Her melody over me
God, right here all I bring
Is all of me

Your Kindness is what pulls me up
Your love is all that draws me in

I will lift my eyes to the Maker
Of the mountains I can't climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
Of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
Of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You

Cause You are and You were and You will be forever
The Lover I need to save me
Cause You fashioned the earth and You hold it together, God
So hold me now

I will lift my eyes to the Maker
Of the mountains I can't climb
I will lift my eyes to the Calmer
Of the oceans raging wild
I will lift my eyes to the Healer
Of the hurt I hold inside
I will lift my eyes, lift my eyes to You

God, my God, I cry out
Your beloved needs You now

I hope you read it all the way through. I will add it to my music so you can listen if you've never heard it. It was such a wonderful reminder to me (even though I have heard the song A LOT) that I can't do it without HIM. I am crying out to HIM.